I think about suicide all the time but I'll never commit it?

Here lately teens have been very depressed. School, home, life period could be so stressful. I am 14 and all i can do is encourage you to be better. I've seen more then 3 young children this year on the news from committing suicide. Its hard but if you want to see your family happy you have to stay strong. I had those thought recently but i thought about my mom, what would she do without me! All i want to be is happy and to see my family happy if i take my own life i wont get the chance to see my family grow and be happy. Be strong talk to someone about thisi